Dead day with dead memories

To my dreaded enemy and my most cherished hope, There is a single day of the year that is either rejoiced or dreaded with no in between. This day is February 14 and for me it the is the day I despise more than anything. As you can clearly tell I am very biased towards…

Too Much!

“She would not show that she was afraid, But being and feeling alone was too much to face,” The air escapes my lungs. The room is closing in. My vision is going fuzzy. Every cell in my body screams. My entire body is vibrating. This is my panic attack. “Though everyone said that she was…

Fight

Urges. They are there. Silent then screaming. Always present. There are times when you can’t fight anymore and you just give in. You do what they say. But other times? You fight. You refuse to give in. You find an alternative This can be art On yourself Or on paper. You listen to music and…

This is me!

You can’t beat me down I will always get back off the ground I may be scarred, scared, and broken But I am strong. I may go numb I may shut down But I can’t be defeated. You can call me names Break me with your hateful words. I know my scars And they go…

You can’t…

I may be… Broken Scared Scarred Defeated Worthless Useless Helpless Weak Dumb Stupid Oblivious Anxious Depressed Paranoid Weird Fat A bitch Or whatever else you can come up with. But you can’t break the broken. And you can’t kill the dead. I am me I am strong And you can’t defeat me

Strong

You can push me down But I will always get back off the ground You can break my heart But I will walk with my head held high I’m not afraid to face this pain I’ve been through worse Pain is nothing new to me Yet here I am My tears running free I am…

Broken

As I sit here with a broken heart My chest is aching And my heart is racing Don see any hope left For I know that my life has fallen Once again, my walls have crumbled Once again, my heart is shattered I don’t know what I can do For I know Life goes on…

Misery at its Best

“Katie, don’t cry, I know You’re trying your hardest And the hardest part is Letting go of the nights we shared” Every breakup sucks. It really does. You may think you’ve found the love of your life only to be disappointed time and time again. When your heart is broken it can be healed, but…

Holding on

Have you ever wanted to let go? Even if for just a minute. What would happen if I disappeared. Like if I just instantly vanished. What would the world do? Would anyone care? “Stop, take it in and I Breathe for a minute, I Think too much when I’m alone I never win when I…

Scars

We all have scars. Wether it’s from falling off a bike and scraping out knee or a more life threatening matter such as surgery. Some scars are internal like those of a broken heart and others are more visible to the public. Each scar tells a story usually that story is of pain. Here is…

Staying alive

“Your thoughts become your enemies” although it may not seem logical that your own mind can betray you and torture you I assure you it is very possible. I often find myself staring into space and then my mind begins to wonder. Now you may be asking yourself what so wrong with that? just let…